This was supposed to be a profile of Tania El Khoury, the multidisciplinary Lebanese artist, winner of the 2026 Creative Capital Award, Distinguished Artist in Residence and Associate Professor of Theater & Performance at Bard College, and founding director of the school’s Center for Human Rights & the Arts. But then war broke out. On March 2, two days after the United States and Israel launched their first coordinated strikes on Iran, the latter began its brutal bombardment of Lebanon.

As of writing this, over 2,294 Lebanese have been killed by Israel, including 177 children and 91 healthcare workers. At least 357 of these deaths took place on April 8, dubbed Black Wednesday, when Israel dropped over 100 bombs on Beirut in 10 minutes. Roughly one-fifth of the country’s population has been displaced.

Despite April 16th’s ceasefire, the Lebanese army has reported several Israeli violations of the truce, and the displaced are being told to exercise caution in attempting to return home.Lebanon-born El Khoury is in Beirut for a sabbatical year along with her husband, the historian Ziad Abu-Rish, and their daughter Leyl. The couple’s 2018 wedding in the city serves as the setting for their interactive live art performance The Search for Power, which reenacts the true story of the blackout that interrupted their nuptial celebration, and the collaborative research project that followed.The piece restages this archival adventure with the audience playing the role of wedding guests-come-researchers.

Seated around a long table laid with a wedding cornucopia, we eat, drink and leaf through reproductions of the key documents that informed the couple’s discoveries. What we learn is that the story of corruption behind power outages in Beirut goes much farther back than the Civil War, when it’s generally believed to have begun. In fact, spotty service, routine blackouts, and popular protests against these systemic failures have been happening since the early 1920s, when Lebanon was under French colonial rule.Tania El Khoury and Ziad Abu-Rish in The Search for Power (photo Elina Giounanli)First presented in Finland in 2019, El Khoury and Abu Rish performed the show last year in New York for the Under the Radar Theater Festival.

They were supposed to open a run in Beirut on March 12, but it’s been postponed because of the war.Instead of a neat profile, the following is a condensed version of a series of conversations I’ve had with El Khoury over the past month about her work and how she’s faring during this difficult period. Hyperallergic: First of all, how are you? Tania El Khoury: I haven’t had the chance to sit and think about how I am doing.

I think in the context of war, we function in survival mode and hypervigilance. I have the privilege to be safe and housed while a million and a half Lebanese people are displaced with nowhere to go.I’m of course angry that we are witnessing yet another Israeli war on Lebanon with all the rampage that it brings in the form of massacres, destruction, internal strife, and ethnic cleansing. Above all, I mourn the thousands of people killed in Lebanon so far including medics, journalists, children, and entire families.

And I mourn our ancient cities and villages that are currently being leveled to the ground in an Israeli attempt to expand and occupy South Lebanon. H: Are you and your family safe right now? TEK: Since Black Wednesday, our apartment, where we lived for eight years, and our street are no longer safe, with five of our neighbors having been killed, amongst the over 303 others who were killed in ten minutes in Lebanon.

Before Wednesday, our area was considered to be relatively safe — during this war and the previous war. Like many of my friends, we’ve been taking our kids in and out of Beirut depending on the situation. We are mostly staying with friends and family.

And it feels better to be surrounded by people in these circumstances. H: Are you sleeping at all?TEK: No. We’re not sleeping.

But, you know, everyone around me is also lacking sleep. You can see in the WhatsApp groups that nobody’s sleeping. I’m in one from the protest movement from 2019 — this one has tons of artists from all over Lebanon, so it’s a very political group, and everyone is just constantly reporting what they’ve seen and heard, constantly analyzing the situation.

So between the shelling and the breaking news happening all night, no one is sleeping.H: Do you feel a difference in public opinion about the war between your arts community in Beirut and the more suburban villages, where you grew up?TEK: In the city and specifically in the arts scene in Beirut, it’s a very mixed place in terms of religion and sects and political affiliation, but most people around us are progressive and on the left. So it’s a very different conversation than what happens in more suburban areas that are majority Christian,You’re where people tend to feel less personally involved. But even there, all that I hear is empathy